Looming

With the blink of an eye, July is in full swing.  The more I want to hang on to time, the faster it moves. I find myself counting the days in hopes that it makes me feel like the inevitable won’t happen so fast. It’s there, though. It’s looming. It hovers over me as if it wishes to suffocate.

What is it? It’s me knowing the baby of the family is about to spread her wings and fly. My “baby” is 18 and ready to pursue a life outside the confines of Morrow and Richland counties. Random tears seem to escape me as my heart prepares for drop off.

During these countdown days, I find myself thinking about what we could have done differently.  I’m also reminded how God has been faithful. He has watched over, provided, and taken care of this priceless gift from God.

I also continue to be amazed at her level of maturity, talent, and giftings. I wonder how God will use her. I wonder what her new life will be like. I wonder if we did enough to equip her for what life may throw her way.

We now have less time left in the summer with her than when June started. Every moment is important. Every memory is gold.

Dear Heavenly Father:

She’s your daughter and you love her so much. Please continue to watch over her. Be her guide, protection, and comfort. Help her to listen to your voice and not a stranger’s. Help her to pursue you above all else.